Cold

I am relentless in the way that I love you.
My heart is a ruthless monster.
Time passes and stands still.
Everything has changed, everything around me
Yet I am the same.
You know everything about me and I don't know you at all.
I feel the distance both in time and space between us
More profoundly than I can explain,
Yet somehow it doesn't seem to matter.
I wish I knew what to do;
I know we want different things and no amount of me bending over backwards can make it work.
Yet, I still love you.
Years have passed and everything's changed;
I'm frozen in place.