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Best Friend

I shouldn't call you my best friend Because it never ends well. One I got sick of, One thought I went crazy, One betrayed me, One actually went crazy, One killed herself, One I almost married...then I don't know, One hates me, And one... I don't know how it'll end between us, But given my history You should run. Every laugh we share, Every secret we confide, Every new place we explore... It's all just a step closer to the end. Calling you my best friend is Saying that we soon won't be friends at all; But what else do I call you? I trust you more than anyone and I like you more too. You somehow know me better Than people I've known my whole life. There's no better way to describe you, I'm just scared of what it means.

All

459 deviations
Literature

Doomed from the Start

Our first date is this Friday, but I already see myself apologizing for wasting your life as I sign the divorce papers. I'm being selfish, you see, because all I see when I'm with you is who you're not, and not who you are. I want a permanent distraction from the one person I've never been able to stop thinking about; you're perfect, because you're nothing like her. I'm sorry it'll end this way, I didn't mean to hurt you. But I also never meant to get to know you. You're the kind of person who would get married and settle down just to be accommodating, and I'm the kind of person who would propose out of boredom, who would have spend time with

Featured

363 deviations
fraCtal Book 11 Ghosts 1

fraCtal

2 deviations
Literature

The Diary 2 (scraps)

“That’s where you’re starting?” Xavier asked, talking the notebook back and skimming it? “You went really far back!” “Yeah,” I said, a little annoyed that he just snatched it from me. “Well you certainly have the voice right,” “What do you mean?” “I mean you’ve changed, a lot. If you lived this out now, you wouldn’t be as vulgar as ‘I kicked Death in the balls,’ or go into these long explanations about your use of the word ‘Mum’ or ‘heterosexual,’ but back then you would have.” He was right. I did this on purpose

The Diary

3 deviations

Poems

648 deviations
Literature

teleJENetic

Jennifer was sitting at the photo lab at Target. She wasn’t on break, but the lab was closed and she couldn’t stand being on her feet any longer after her hip injury in a car accident last month. She sat and watched one of the new employees line up the paper plates and plastic forks along the edge of the aisle, essentially just making it look pretty. He was mildly attractive, not the kind of guy everyone would think is hot, but she was completely mesmerized. The way he moved was so fluid, like he was gliding on the floor. As he was fixing a package of plastics cups at one end of the aisle, another package fell off the shelf at the

Short Stories

5 deviations

Delta Machine

3 deviations
Literature

The Forest Ch.1

 Nightfall. At a clearing in a forest there's a campsite with several wood cabins All light comes from candles and lanterns, there is electricity, but it's reserved for special occasions to give more of a "wild" feel. the ground is asphalt, but is mostly covered in dried leaves and dirt and wet from the frequent misting.    I always hated public restrooms, especially when there was a long line. This line however, was not to use the facilities, but rather to get ready. I was up in the mountains, surrounded by other guys waiting to use the sinks to brush their hair, comb their teeth...I mean comb hair brush teeth, wow I'm out of

The Forest

2 deviations
boba fett ship 9 lego

Photography

93 deviations
Literature

5 ch. 4 the cobalt side of life

That was ten years ago. My parents had me late in life, So when i was kidnapped by Flares as a toddler, and they went to save me, it took a lot out of them. my mother got a disease from going to the ghettos, and by  the time she got to a good doctor, there was nothing that could be done for her. She died the next day. My father died from a heart-attack a couple weeks later. I lived with Edgar, my first cousin and his father. They had a mansion in the suburbs that they lived in during the school year (he was a college professor) and during the summers, we'd live on the 300 acre ranch. Edgar lost his mother during child birth, so we could relat

5

5 deviations
Hylian shield

The Legend of Zelda

5 deviations

Zombie book

1 deviation
Literature

Truth. (Love Lust Faith + Dreams)

Truth. Truth is Shadow. It is hate, desire, pain, agony. It's the way I feel when I'm not with you. It's the monster I become. Where were you when it ended? It's over now. My humanity's done; I'm done. And you? Gone. Love. That was it. Just love. A true, undying love; But truth is shadow Therefore so is love. Love is pain Love is asking to be broken. I'm done. I'm broken. Lust. That is my sin. That is the monster; That's what I am. No longer a who, I'm not human: Just another dead soul. Punishment is pleasure, Pleasure is pain. Faith. A lie that came clean, Becoming another painful truth As I lost you. I've been on this path, And now I'm a

30 seconds to mars

2 deviations

lulluby

2 deviations
Literature

How we began pt 1: ch. ? in vampire book

"Well, if you're thinking Dracula, you're off...way off. There's two answers. Stories of Vampires have existed since the dawn of time. The legend is that After God made the animals and Adam, the devil created Lilith, a creature meant to imitate humans as his demons did angels. She had many abilities, strength, speed, etc. but they came at a price. Lilith found Adam in the garden of Eden and seduced him. Some stories say they were married, but that's not important. When she wasn't with Adam, she was drinking on the blood of the animals, since there weren't very many of each animal, they went extinct. This angered God so He sent angels to destr

vampire book

5 deviations
Lindsey Stirling triptych

Lindsey Stirling

21 deviations
Lindsey Stirling triptych

digital stuffs

13 deviations
TH red and blue

Tokio Hotel

28 deviations

randomness

1 deviation
Literature

Crazy

After so long we meet again: You, more beautiful than ever, And in a once best case scenario, still in love with me. I, now long over you, Completely confused as to what to do; Because I waited for you for years, Without reason, without it making even the slightest bit of sense; Then I moved on: Fell in love, was happy for a while Got my heart broken, And now just about over her. So much has happened that you're a distant memory, One that's now standing in front of me Making as little sense as I used to Telling me you waited beyond reason for a boy you were no longer sure even existed. A best case scenario for the then me, But the now me is s

SomethingDark

9 deviations
Literature

Playing with Fire (likely to be re-edited)

I'm intrigued by the dark forms in the shadows   The creatures crawling on the street in the middle of the night. It's fun to gamble with my soul And wonder what'll happen next. I like to play with fire;   Work my magic on the flame,   Steal the heat for myself. I like to chase the shadows,   I like to hear them growl. I long to feel their voices,   Their power is so seductive. I like to play with fire, I like to play with death. I like to chase the shadows. I like to feel their breath.

Scraps

43 deviations