The way you make me feel

I have no idea how to describe
How you make me feel, but I'll try:
Imagine a big area of flat land,
That's little happy me
When I was young and had never been hurt.
Everytime something bad happened,
It's like some dirt was shoveled away from that land.
It got to the point where it was just a big crater with pretty much nothing left
That's when I was suicidal.

Then you came along,
And it was like dirt started getting shoveled back into that hole,
Until it was whole again,
But then there was more.
It started growing grass, and flowers,
Huge cities started popping up with oceans and mountain ranges;
You do more than just make me happy, you make me...