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I'm suspended in the depths of some ocean
But I haven't drowned yet.
I'm holding my breath:
Sometimes it feels like I can hold it forever,
But days like today, if it's even daytime, I can't tell from here and stopped counting hours a long time ago,
Days like today I want to open my mouth,
I want that moment of pain, that rush of death, that salty taste
Because I haven't been able to live since you left me here
I've slept without being able to dream.
My whole existence is the navy blue around me.
You can't fix this, if you came to fish me out or
Stayed on the beach, liking the sand of the lips of other men and
Hungering for their bodies as I hunger for death.
Nothing matters anymore, I just keep replaying the moment you pushed me overboard
As you said you loved me, but didn't want me.
But I haven't drowned yet.
I'm holding my breath:
Sometimes it feels like I can hold it forever,
But days like today, if it's even daytime, I can't tell from here and stopped counting hours a long time ago,
Days like today I want to open my mouth,
I want that moment of pain, that rush of death, that salty taste
Because I haven't been able to live since you left me here
I've slept without being able to dream.
My whole existence is the navy blue around me.
You can't fix this, if you came to fish me out or
Stayed on the beach, liking the sand of the lips of other men and
Hungering for their bodies as I hunger for death.
Nothing matters anymore, I just keep replaying the moment you pushed me overboard
As you said you loved me, but didn't want me.
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Same song that inspired this:
I was kinda thinking of adding more at the end, but also think this is a good place to end it. Thoughts?
Between you and 1000 seasAs for me?inspired this.
I'm still sitting here:
Thinking, remembering you
...as if I had the choice to do something else.
I didn't choose to be so depressed;
So bored with life
With love,
With all of humanity's stupidity..
I didn't choose to be alive:
I was born, and everything that follows in my story is pure shit.
I don't know how to go on
Except for sitting here, drowning in thoughts and emotions
That I would give anything not to have:
I don't want to think about you, I don't want to remember that you exist;
I want to be free, I want to be happy,
But after all this time, I don't know if it's possible, or just a fantasy.
I can't divide myself between you and a thousand seas.
I love you, I need you, and I hate that that's still true
I was kinda thinking of adding more at the end, but also think this is a good place to end it. Thoughts?
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